Here Again

It's been seven months without you And I miss you each day The last words I said to you Hit you much too late Do you still love me? Do you still miss me? Do you still think of me? I never felt this way before And it feels so pathetic Especially when I catch myself Nearly writing you "How's it going? That was so long ago Let's put it behind us" Just so I could have you in my life again And play my mind games So I could reel you in And get to my point when my guts grow To finally tell you You're still the one for me Do those songs cross your mind? Do you remember every word? Do I come into your dreams like I used to? No one knows Oh, no one knows No one knows I'm this weak If I had you all over again Oh boy I'd be so different Repression isn't closure I just want you to love me like you used to I don't want to love you I don't want to forget it all My god, someone save me I want you out of here