Her

after each sip of coffee
her lipstick stain blurred and deepened
just like her untold stories
fought for, finding ways to
come back to life,
reshuffled.

scars she had inside,
scratches she sealed with a pinch of salt,
were the silver shadows coming back
to taunt, to haunt,
to suck her soul to the bones?

oh, to smell hazelnut fragrance
again and again and again;
did she find solace
through the masochistic pain?
little did she know
she was the remaining teacup water slipping into a drain
after a rain.

drowning in the void,
trees scarred by a lightning strike on a purple night.
the fire beside her
looked extra orange,
stairs looked extra grey.
the voices inside her head
kindled a new trembling fight.

same old disgust,
forming a heap of rust,
here, there, and everywhere
feeling a force of upthrust.

was it windy enough
to scatter her into dust?

shall she
discover herself buried beneath
the twirling tides,
leading to roller coaster rides?

no ifs,
yet remaining buts,
splicing the even thoughs
with discarded thoughts like driftwood.

only,
 only if she had the audacity
to turn the rock into
thirty shades of blue and blue.

only if
the chlorophyll-less leaves could photosynthesize,
the vacancy,
perhaps,
wouldn't crash like tsunami waves.

she's just her,
her and full of her;
quicksand blooming beneath her feet.
up ahead,
the melancholy hill
whispered,
she owed herself
a meeting with the stranger wearing her skin.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Roni Avatar
July 29, 2026 at 2:20 PM
Beautifully composed. Thank you for sharing
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
July 9, 2026 at 5:20 PM
Your words echo the struggle many have daily.
Poetrysoup Avatar
July 9, 2026 at 11:44 AM
Wow, we loved how you painted her struggle with coffee stains turning into untold stories, such a cool way to show resilience and the messy beauty of healing. Feels super real and raw!
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