Hell On Wheels

I feel unstable, imbalanced full Of fear and doubt. I'm angry, depressed, a lot Of times I lash out. I become overwhelmed with emotions, I wear them on my sleeve. Mixed feelings, confusion, All I can do is grieve. I've never been calm, Cool and collected. This is not the first Time I've been rejected. Your cruel and heartless, Yet, you remain stable. Your lies, tricks and The betrayal. You somehow detach From your victim. You shut down and Turn off the system. You used and abused me Then cast me aside. I remember we promised To never divide. Your expedition left me With psychological trauma. I want to cause you Unnecessary drama. So much damage it Effects my health. I did not see this coming, You were flying stealth. You have no idea of The damage you caused. My whole world Forever paused. I have to believe, You don't know how it feels. Your sign should read; Devil's Daughter hell on wheels. Turbo1904