Heedfulness Will Prevail

Please don’t pretend that I’m not around I know you hear me, calling out to you You ignore me as if I was a muted sound I know you hear my echoes I do so true Your hearing will be renewed, So listen up for the meantime And don’t be extremely rude… With nasty attitude this time You are like the aftershocks of an earthquake, shaking me vigorously I guess You’re uncontrollable, unstoppable and invincible supposedly…that’s accurate in a wild way You didn’t treat me like an adequate individual for your selfish sake of happiness You are enraptured in your snare of pretending to be free when you’re not…hey, sorry to say I am a shameless peace-seeker and a significant decision-maker I must be a good example to my friends and family, not a traitor I seek refuge in His remedy of relief from this grimacing grief That stares right through me like a mirror of pain, but it’s brief You slip away from my grasp and I am horrified that I let you go I should have had a firmer and stronger grip, but I didn’t know You would release yourself from my embrace on purpose just to get me worried Trying to look at things with uplifting, unblurry lens…guilt overflows and it got buried Beneath my heart's outer layers…burrowing and pushing its way further into me, regardless of consequences in the upcoming future In the deeper, intense core of my being…can’t forget to remember it in full detail almost…guilt is wrapped up in my DNA, that’s for sure... I know for certain that we need to let heedfulness prevail and intervene in our difficult lives once again Stay around a little longer, for you've no where else to go; you’ll not be thrown out like an inkless pen Your blameless, perfect Word is zealous in vitality and pure authenticity I wish my words could amount to that…can’t help, but be jealous slightly… Afraid to be the legend-like leader, so I will be a faithful follower that provides encouragement Eventually, I will be essential enough to be engulfed in God's effulgent, elegant enlightenment Somewhat feeling enlightened by the resilience and endurance of my heart and mind that doesn’t wreck me apart I know you hear me in the whirling wind, so don’t try dismiss it thoughtlessly…I am so grateful to be alive and well nevertheless and God listens to my downfalls and uprisings, Even though we always stumble and fall God, you gave me the gracious gift of genuine passion and mere motivation, an incredible, illustrative abstract art Stop being an outlandish, overly-arrogant jerk and instead, work on being a legitimate and productive change for you and everyone's sake…heed my echoes that brings… That brings you love, joy, gladness and all All is lost and I won’t fall apart because it was my fault again All will be found, but for now, don’t worry and comprehend my empathetic endeavors I unravel for you to heal completely from the troublesome turmoils and tribulations that tainted you with tattoos of treacherous torture and sent you and me to a terrain of disdain in our painfully insane brain…too many terrible troubles to struggle through eternally at hand… I will gather remembrance of childhood tranquility back then Have mercy on me, oh Lord of Accord, and everyone hope in universal, harmonious happiness at hand…I understand if that is too much to give to all, but I pray fervently that we have eternal liberty in our land Learn to listen and reflect on it afterwards God is our sun that glistens against us, birds Please don’t ignore my pleas, shouts and reminders…remember to play hard in life's game Keep your head up, letting your super high spirits to ascend, allowing others to do the same Maybe, this time, everyone will clearly hear Of an amazing time of cheer that draws near Hang on for a moment, dear What about you lend an ear? I heard you refused to do so, I fear What about me, lending you an ear?