Heart of a Soldier

Look into my eyes and you will see my pain. For you its always sunny for me its always raining. I gave you my all and you pushed me away. I can do better I'm a soldier anyways. You will not break me I will not run I stood right behind a rifle looking down a Burrell of a gun.I have those thought I see those faces I cant escape even if I try to hind in new place. so I face my problems I take my meds.I will be gods child iuntil I am dead. piss off with your pitty I don't want it I want to be alone, A man that is hunted. Hunted by the pass the things that I done the thought of that I was not there for my son.I I had risked my life for yours would you do the same I bet not because you couldn't handle this pain