Healing and Hardship 1-14

I was ten And SHE was eleven And the other was already gone long ago But now we get happiness Bad habits follow Bad actions Bad moods Unprepared parents make Untempered tantrums The medicine is killing me Why can’t I take control Anger and Pain Pain and Anger A room filled with trash But it's MY TRASH MINE Sometimes in healing We cast our pain On the people we love Moms got medicine She cries for yelling I don't care I don't care Time to see the therapist I HATE THIS I hate this It doesn’t even work Why did you steal? I don’t know I don't even remember picking that up School is tiring I know what I a supposed to do But nobody sees me anyway That girl sees me. I don't like it She sees me and is rude All the other kids get yelled at for moving I left in the middle of class Nobody noticed when I got back Why do homework It doesn't matter Nobody looks at these grades Why keep comics If you can't read them I don't understand why the packaging is important I see that you are angry I don't see how moving a book From one corner to another Is Stealing But ok