Haunting

Chilled nights filled with memories from the past Though not so long ago it seems it was Lying in bed every night holding these feelings That I try to fight but they just won’t budge Like theirs a burden that I’m carrying Like someone some where’s holding a grudge That feeling of power that keeps me up For hours is one that has been misjudged At times I dread being alone with no one Around because its seem that no one wants me And this is a feeling that connects to you And it always tends to haunt me A feeling that tears me up inside and continually Pokes at me and always wants to taunt me At night can’t get a decent sleep Because it always sneaks up on me It’s like this is following me constantly Not looking to change its path Some how you attached yourself to me And I’m adding it up but just don’t get the math Because see we left each other so long ago And thought it was suppose to be But on a basis lately you have cross my mind And at times seem to come over me But how do you cast a feeling out that you don’t want But you want what makes you feel that feeling And all it really does is hurt you So where is the room for your healing? And I guess the time you take to love someone It takes double the time to fall out And to this day I am still dealing With when it was you walked out