Haunted Night

Tonight once again my heart goes crazy for you So much, so badly, so terribly I miss you I prayed that you were mine, but they were unanswered Into so many countless parts my life is now shattered It is my heart that is so mad and insane Torn savagely by an excruciating pain Wish that you never came into my life Without you now I find it too hard to survive I never hid anything, only told you the truth But the depth of my love was worthless for you It was all my fault to fall for someone Told you my feelings, I shouldn’t have done In the night when you are peacefully sleeping Ever thought about my pain and suffering? Day and night your thoughts haunt me Is there no way that you could be my destiny? The night is still young with full moon But why did you walk out of my life so soon? All the signs from your side Depicted there was no one in your life About her you should have given me a clue Tell me how did, in anyway, I fail you? Tell me if my love ever lacked sincerity? Or you just took me as a passing fancy? Will I ever be able to fulfill the standards of your ideal? Flattering words you once said, were they time pass or real? Your mails so sweet are still saved with me To hear from you again I wait for each day so eagerly After so many months of silence, emotions in me are there I feel numb, but why my eyes still shed tears? I wish somehow my love and feelings for you were dead Into my life you’d never stepped Someday not long from now Your status would change from single to committed How would I feel then, I dare not to think about it.