Hate Me

Why do you hate me? Why must you ruin me? My heart, my head, my trust? Did my love mean anything to you? Was I just a pawn in your game? You like to play games. I would sit and watch you play games with other people's hearts, So why didn’t I see the game you were playing with me? I was blinded. I thought I was special, but I wasn't was I? Why must you plague me? Why must you hurt me? Why must I love you. Did you ever love me? Did you love me like I love you? You say you don't hate me. Why must you lie. Why must you hurt? Why must I stand by you. I tried to distance us, but the pain it causes me. Why can't I hide from you, From the pain, From myself? Do you regret the anguish you cause me? I hope you do. For I will always love you but right now I hate you. Like you hate me, why do you hate me?