Has God Forgotten Me

I’ve found myself just sitting here; Surrounded by my tissues and tears. Asking myself “could it be?” That God has forgotten me I know he says he’ll always be there; Always watch out, and always care. Yet lately it seems that he; Well that he has forgotten me. It started about two months ago; I had been dealing with my foe. And a lot of pain had been coming to my life; I felt like giving up the fight. Yet instead I had turned to God to help me; Yet it seemed like he had forgotten me. Things were starting to get worse; And I felt like a walking curse. How can a loving father as he; Well, forget me. I’d quitted my job b/c I couldn’t take anymore; I was too mentally messed up and sore. Now I’m barely making it on ends meat; And the worse part is, I think God’s forgotten me. My sister is sick and I don’t know if she’ll make it through; She says she loves God, and I love God too. I just think he may be busy with everyone else’s life; To realize my sister is about to die. Just when I began to give up all hope; My sister awoke. She says “I don’t know what could be the matter” “But all of a sudden I feel much better” She got up and whispered to me; Do you still think God has forgotten thee?