Hard To Forget

Searching for the chemistry that we had Was it ur age? She is ur age and yet not the same Was it ur blonde hair? She has blonde hair and still not like u Looking for the qualities that only u possess Smoking myself into a coma every night Clearly out of my mind Thoughts of u send my mind into a tailspin Lost with no communication Searching an uncharted piece of my soul I have never had these damned feelings The words u told me were lies of a hopeful heart We will never pick up where we left off This emptiness will never be filled I thought that I had loved and lost before I had no idea it was like this... My happy place is listening to Harry Styles with u on the porch in the sunshine of May. Ur blonde hair glowing in the sunshine. White tank top, short jean shorts. Ur yellow toe nail polish. Soon after, reality starts to take over The clouds roll in and slowly take away my sunshine, as u disappear into the fading sunshine. I am left alone in the gloom of an overly cloudy, grey sky. I wait through the rain and snow, hoping to catch a glimpse of ur face in the sunshine.