Happy-go-lucky
Happy, happy, let's be happy
No more tears, let's not feel crappy
Music blaring I'm in the zone
I feel the most safe here at home
Trying to not let darkness creep in
My darkest days get me in a spin
Ignore the noise, its coming through
Darkness **sigh** is now in the room
Fighting the demons one on one
To be happy or sad, I feel so torn
Depression my most faithful friend
Happiness now at the end
Body shaking, losing sleep
No pills on earth can help, I'm in too deep
Here we go again, its time to end
Pills or blade, my usual trend
In and out of bipolar I go
Always heading into the unknown
Keep it at bay is all I asked
But that itself is an impossible task
Triggered this time by betrayal and lies
Ill health too from the genes I despise
Not my fault this time its true
But only I can make it through
Happy, happy, let's be happy
Music blaring, but theres only silence
Thoughts in my head go round and around
Crying myself to sleep is where I can be found
My loyalty has turned to distrust
Speak to people..only if I must
Who knows when this cycle will end
All I really need is a friend
Body aches starting strong
I just need to get to the end of this song
Music blaring, my happy place
But i can't hear the words its all just bass
Speech now slured, vacant look upon me
I'm in the depths of depression im so lonely
Still trying to make it to the end of the song
But its over and out from me..move on
Happy, happy, let's be happy
There's a brightness shining down upon me
Is this relapse now at an end?
Is my heart and mind now on the mend?
Music is my therapist
Avril's playing ...yep I hear it
Word for word the song is playing
I made it through with all my praying
Music blaring, songs on repeat
I will never admit defeat
Knock me down as much as you like
But a true heart will always win the fight
Darkness now its time for you to go
I have to say you put on a good show
But for now let's part ways
You will NEVER be able to stay
Happy, happy let's be happy
No more tears, let's not feel crappy
Music blaring.....im so happy
But I feel it inside, its coming back
Turn the music up...but theres total silence
Depression is back, darkness too
Off to battle we go for round two
So the cycle begins again,
to live or die, i need some restrain
Music is my happy place
When i hear the lyrics again I will know i am safe
Music blaring...songs on repeat
I'm ready for you darkness whenever we next shall meet.
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