Happy Without Me
Did my hourglass just break?
Is this feeling real or fake?
My heart is in ruin
From the deceiver of my own actions
Now I can't stop thinking about her
All our memories run through my mind without a cure
A cure from the pain
The pain of sorrow and heartbreak
Now I see her in the arms of another guy
Why did our beautiful love have to die?
I no longer see happiness or the beauty of light
My heart is just in absolute darkness with no emotion... I am on Stand-By
I am dead from the inside out
My feeling for anything is gone without a doubt
I am a ghost drifting through the world
My pain and misery has already occured
But now I still can't seem to get up
I'm just a monster full of hate who's heart is lost in a dump
Full of trash, pain, and no empty button
She'll never know how much I loved her, now i feel nothing
To live is just to fall asleep, and to die is to awake
So mother mercy please take me before i go insane
I want to wake up in another world
Because thinking of her beautiful face and our amazing memories just hurts
I used to wake with happiness and glee
Now I wake up in loneliness and all i have to blame is me
You see I am the villain to my protagonist love
I let go of my beautiful dove
Now she'll fly free and be happy
With another man holding her hand, being in complete happiness without me
Copyright © Skylar Valles | Year Posted 2011
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