Happy Heartache

I've stared down my demons and I've Looked in an angels eyes The very one that makes me happy also brings Heartache at the same time My souls been on display Since the day, you walked into my life And I face a happy heartache When I look into your eyes I'm face to face with the wanting To know what could have been Face to face with every reason That I'll never understand I can't except the fact that I May never get the chance to know What its like to make love to you As I look into your soul Why does dying seem easier to me Than living with the unknown Of what it is that I also mean to you Is it time to let go Is it time I look away And move on with my life Maybe I'm the only one that lives With this emptiness inside I face a happy heartache When I look into your eyes Do you live a life like I do Of thinking about us all the time Seeing you makes me happy So why does heartache win the fight I hope you know you've always been the one That's brought meaning to my life Yes I face a happy heartache When I look into your eyes