Happily Ever After

shall I start yet once again look for it, seek it, search hard will it come to me in a spring breeze blown down from the green mountains or carried into my life on the wings of dove or will it ride in like a cowboy hero from an old western pulling me up behind him on his horse and as I wrap my body around him and hang on for dear life behind him we shall gallop off into the sunset and live happily every after or not