Hallucinational

Headaches and pains which I constantly feel As I twist and turn throughout the night Longing to conclude this vicious ordeal Lacking the strength to win this fight Until I remember that in order to heal Cowardice can only ever be undone If I gain the power to overcome this fear Nothing can prevent me being the one Abolishing this nightmare I constantly hear Tarnishing the person I could have become Instead of pursuing my dreams to show Ordinary people can be the ideal Never registering what I now know About how not eating a single meal Led me to die in this pain and sorrow