Half of My Heart

Before the rain fell and the sky's rainbow set the scenery,
I had a day that will never cease my mind.
The center of my core fell into a creek by the cottage
and drifted down slowly into rigid waters.
All of your affection dwindled like a soft Spring snowflake..
                         -melting...melting...melting-
Winter willows weep for the loss of its warmth, and I 
weep for the loss of your affection.

Considering your disregard, my loneliness was expected.
Now, a part of me seems to be missing...
                                              a part of you.

Our light bulb went dim, and our white turned grey, all 
within one hour of time.
Perceptions of consequences decided upon your actions
left my warmth arrested by your cold.
                                   How will I live without you?
My tenderness is dripping slowly
into soft memories we shared.
Half of my heart is yours...
                         half of my heart is lost.

You've searched for your puzzle pieces,
and I thought I was the one who would make you whole.
All I was to you was a mess you had to clean up.
Underneath the picture lays a broken mirror.
So broken the broom slid right through it with ease.
You left me with such ease..
Seven years of misery and distress to come.
Women are supposed to love wholeheartedly,
and partners are supposed to reflect like prisms 
radiating into...
                their lovers soul.

Behind my sternum and between my ribs,
my heart has almost been emptied.
Oh, how I regret letting you borrow my essence;
my internal bosom God gifted to me
thinking it was all yours.
My tenderness is dripping slowly
into soft memories we shared.
Half of my heart is yours...
              half of my heart is lost.

Date Written: December 29, 2015
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Williams Gault Avatar
May 7, 2016 at 7:17 AM
Wow, this really tugged at my heart strings, such a tactile emotive piece! Congratulations!
Kimathi Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 5:44 AM
Very passionate and emotional piece... Congrats Laura, for your top placement in the contest!!! ;-)
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:14 AM
thank you Teddy :)-luloo
Marcum Wong Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 3:24 AM
Deep and moving Luloo. Congratulations on your wonderful win! #7 ; )
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:14 AM
thank you Connie! you sweet lady :)-luloo
Palli Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 2:47 AM
Laura, very touching words stirring up deep emotions! congrats! well deserved.
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:13 AM
thank you Susan :)-luloo
Daniel Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 11:52 PM
Beautiful write Laura:) Congratulations on your awesome win:)
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:13 AM
thank you very much Jo, you are always so sweet :)-luloo
May Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 10:58 PM
A very touching write Laura....the heart has a memory all its own...Congrats on your win...
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:12 AM
thank you Joseph :)-luloo
Lane Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 10:55 PM
Congratulations on this one, Laura. It was worth returning to the forefront.
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:12 AM
thank you Lin, congrats are in order for you also :)-luloo
Haight Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 9:40 PM
Hi Laura, I remember this beautiful poem and so glad to see it received a high placement in this contest! Congratulations! Hugs, Sandra
Scars Avatar
May 3, 2016 at 10:11 AM
thank you Sandra :)-luloo
Devnath  Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 7:12 PM
Congratulation my lovely friend on your beautiful win. Loved always, bl
Scars Avatar
May 2, 2016 at 7:56 PM
thank you BL for always being so kind to me! :)-luloo
Selfa Avatar
January 12, 2016 at 7:59 AM
Laura, congratulations on winning in the Free Verse Extravaganza contest! -Hans :)
Scars Avatar
January 25, 2016 at 2:01 PM
Thank you Hansteven :) *smiles* -luloo
A. Sharma Avatar
January 12, 2016 at 3:10 AM
Lovely write Laura.. a much deserved great win... big congrats!!
Scars Avatar
January 25, 2016 at 2:00 PM
Thank you Dr. Upma very much :) *smiles*
Dutta Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 12:35 PM
I am touched. I am moved. I honor your feelings. Congrats on your win,Laura. Love, Anisha D
Haight Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 10:07 AM
So very moving and emotional, Laura. Congratulations on your fine placement! Hugs, Sandra
Scars Avatar
January 11, 2016 at 10:09 AM
Many thanks Sandra...*smiles*
Godwin Avatar
December 31, 2015 at 9:47 AM
Great job, Laura - so emotionally moving ... CayCay
Scars Avatar
December 31, 2015 at 10:21 PM
Many thanks CayCay :) *thanks*
Allison Avatar
December 29, 2015 at 5:30 PM
LuLoo this is deep and pretty heartbreaking to read - good luck in the contest:-) hugs Jan xx7
Scars Avatar
December 29, 2015 at 6:04 PM
Thank you Jan :)
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