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Half-Fast Fun

Part One of the Fun Series...read Part Two, Full-blast Fun, please (thank you) -JWE

Sleepless, unprepared…
Floating repeatedly in outer space, it tremendously, horribly feels…
Flared-up and so scared…
Avoiding hurtful, bothersome everything, so I made a few peace deals
Made a few peace deals

I listen to Sia on iHeartRadio
She understands me, I know
I know so…going to and fro
Wishing though, you know so 
You know so with an all-knowing blow

Speak something to me,
Lord of love and everything good
Feel like dying miserably
Feeling unbearably misunderstood

Each night drags on and on by 
I want to disappear for awhile
That’s why I walk away, I will try
To keep it positive, run that mile
Run that mile with a sunlit smile

Pardon my gutter mouth that utter perversity 
I know I am lost from North to South, can’t deny
I don’t want to be one with my evil adversary
I want to be an eternity with God Most High 

Sorry, that was somewhat random
Had to let that all out, talking about 
Of my mind that’s exceedingly numb
It pounds upon me grief without a doubt 
Without a doubt, running that route

Listening to music…

Lyrics of lament and lost love
Fill and thrill my ears 
I forget what I often think of
Thought up for years

Run away, yesterday's sadness I pray
I wanted to stay and with you, stray
Guess I couldn’t resist sinning…sorry…
No one said life will be a breeze, let it be..
Happy all the days of our lives 
And all the nights that deprives
Us of uplifting feels, notions and moods…
Borrow God's mighty greater goods

I need vital, vibrant vibes to fulfill me
You need that to…and this Love to be free
Flee from me and shun it all away –
The shyness and distress and what may 

When are you done with being first place?
Embrace grace from the Lord from the start
Till you meet the very end of the finish line…
I got mine, you’re fine, you’re finely mixed wine

The more I’m away from you,
The less of what remains of me
And my happy-go-luckiness 
So long, making grand progress

Drenched in silence
By these silent wars
I keep fighting in resilience…
Can’t resist, picking at these sores…
These sores of long-lost wishes of soaring…
These waterfalls of wondrous things keep pouring
Against all of me and all you
Can’t help, being around you 
What is right and wrong in your eyes?
Maybe I shouldn’t know…your truth and lies
With sweat on my forehead,
I will pick the scab of dread…
Instead of…half-done on the run 
Searching for unfulfilled love, how fun…..

Half-fast fun – a trillion times a trillion 
Need change after change too...just a ton…
You make me cringe
Stop, hon..or I’ll turn the hinge
Like you did –
A bye-bye bid
That’s why…I hid…
Need more lies to rid
Like an incognito, internet vid
Yeah, I said it, I am David

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