Had a Friend Called Foreign

I’m offended you ended our friendship without an incident or chance, you’ve change your view of me but how when there’s been no me to see, wrong end of the stick and we unclip a drunken message opinions flip no interaction no investigation just assume the worst and leave me stressing, you forgot me and press on won’t accept you got the wrong impression think less of me without me present how can you not even question things I've unrested wings thought wrestling, what the hell did I even do, I was loyal I was true, why I lost you I have no clue, you were the only one took me serious while the disloyal rest found it hilarious, they head messed and you became best, I guess to you I was less I never had a friend mean so much, and friend you were, always was, and you stopped talking to me because.....? "true" friend darked me, true friend hardly, so unheartly parted, we were like family, now can’t stand me, just left with no understanding, one by one I lost all those close, and all because how I was treated, now I'm living life a ghost, living your life with our friendship deceased, it’s not fair that you ignore me give no chance or reason for it, I'm left stood with no idea why our friendship disappeared. Treated away the head can’t mend, it’s just sly you didn’t even say goodbye I guess I’m just a nasty guy with no desire to be alive, would help if you tell me why? You aint the first to desert I, is that what I deserve ay, the day I die won't be my worst day, do you even realise you hurt me, guess I'm not worthy, I don't know love I just know hurting, and I didn't go loopy I was under the influence unusual and loosely tuned in but you didnt ask if I was ok, so I havent changed there is no difference, you just assumed, now it can't ever be resumed, I did nothing and I feel doomed, was I not nice too you, don't do that to anyone else or wonder why I've mental health