Guitar Pro

Sitting down and playing my Guitar, have no idea whats going on. Don't know how to play, but strumming along, making up all of these songs. They just pop up, then back down, never to be seen again. Can't hit these cords right, losing my place. The beat is fading away, right from my face. Everyone says I am a different person, when I pick it up, but I know its me, and I still mess up. What can they see, while I am yet blind. But Strumming along, with my Guitar, making it up while I go. They say I am good, while I feel so bad at it. At times I wish I can shred, like the pros do, and be the coolest around. But yet I still don't know, what the future holds, the beat always changes its lines, I just have to keep playing my cords, and hope to realize, I'm a pro.