Growing Pains

navigating the inexorable loss of innocence 
is a rite of passage 
i think i should feel grateful 
for the secrets kept
shrouded in smoke from stolen cigarettes 
but i shrink in my skin
wishing i could tell my mother 
How much i love her and 
How scared i really am

i apologize to my mother, but
she can’t forgive me, and
i can’t blame her 
i crawled into this adolescent chrysalis and
emerged the useless woman 
i promised my father i’d never become

i stole their child, or was it just time?
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