Green Eyes

I can feel everything falling apart and becomming worthless as I sneak into that deep dark place inside my head Where I hide from the world and let the rusty needles and jagged blades poke and prod my mind A place reserved for a night like this My insecurities and a parade of regret stampede over anything and everything that could bring me back I'm utterly alone shaking as I feel a thousand miniature razor blades slice through my back making way for the great fire that will kill my hope Tears fall down and consume me in that way that makes you forget who you are and why you're there in the first place My body curls itself up into a nice fetal ball ready to crawl back to whatever spawned me and release my plague in it killing everything inside and spreading to all those stupid enough to give me a second glance My disease is his disease is her disease is your disease.