Grayed Out

Some days the world feels two sizes too big
Yet I walk through it like a ghost in my own skin

Nothing dramatic
Nothing loud

An unexpected heaviness settles into my bones
The kind of ache that doesn’t shout 
It just whispers getting up will be a battle

Even the small things feel sharp 
Light hits wrong no matter where I stand 

People ask how I am doing
I give them the version they can hold
The one that won’t make them shift their eyes
The one not prompting a helpful response

Inside it is quieter than it should be
Darker than I ever admit out loud
A place where I try to keep moving
When every step feels like quicksand
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Etgen-Baker Avatar
June 10, 2026 at 1:43 PM
I do what you do many times....perfect titled. Wishing you well.
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:13 PM
Thank you, Sara.
Dietrich Avatar
June 8, 2026 at 6:53 PM
Boy. I really relate to this one. And what a great title with gray having at least two connections to fit your meaning. Great job
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:12 PM
Thank you for the visit, Andrea. I appreciate the kind words you shared.
Jones Avatar
June 7, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Wow. Very emotive and bravely raw. Thanks for sharing!
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:11 PM
Thank you for reading Karen. I appreciate the kind words.
Wolf Avatar
June 7, 2026 at 7:34 PM
Whoa. Are we the same person, Christopher?? This is me, to a 'T.' Good luck to us both!!
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:11 PM
Indeed, sir, thank you for the visit as always
M  Avatar
June 6, 2026 at 7:32 PM
Christopher, l can relate to your words ….sometimes it’s all too much and all too hard! Beautifully said….Debx
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:10 PM
Thank you, Deb. That’s very nice of you to say.
Bauer Avatar
June 2, 2026 at 12:15 PM
you've described this very well, christopher. i particularly like the next to last verse - so honest and real! hope tomorrow feels better...
Delegans Avatar
June 15, 2026 at 9:10 PM
Thank you for sharing such kind words, Ilene.
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