Goodbye Mother - Soon a Dozen Years Since Demise

Her cremated ashes scattered to all the four winds
White, powdery and chalk like material
Devoid of any vestigial semblance 
To her once living and vibrant self
That unique persona pulverized and vaporized
(Housed former svelte and tall Arthur Murray 
Ballroom dance teacher 
A half-century plus prior to demise
Which beauty, charm and grace 
Quickly caught the attention of my father,
Who courted and eventually proposed 
To this young flirt and ingenue tease of a gal)
Inert organic matter now represents 
Sole residual embodiment 
Reduced to dust and near nothingness
Former corporeal being of blood, bone and flesh 
Weighing no more than 
A dozen hatch marks on the scale
Absence still bears down heavy 
Like some millstone round the neck
Per the black hole void 
Created by defeat with Grim Reaper
Toward this woman 
Who helped birth and nurse me into manhood
Momma’s only grown son 
Still feel ripples of grievous sadness
No matter the years of suppressed anger and rage
In addition to emotional conflicts between us 
Which invariably wrought unpleasant relationship
And a legacy of discord writ large 
Across the tapestry of my life.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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