Goodbye

I am very sorry for not posting lately I've recently lost one of my favorite ladies It's to the point my hands keep shaking I lost my mother a week ago It's to the point that I don't know Where do I go from here Constantly shedding tears I fear my mind might fry How would you feel to watch your mom die I can not lie it has me insane Always the voices in my brain I need to drain all of this pain This stress is causing my head to strain But my mother did not die in vain What am I to gain from this Losing her at just seventeen Tell me that she's in heaven please At this point I don't believe All I can do is grieve How come I was so niave Now I see what I've achieved Just the blood on the leaves Someone tell me what that means I wish this was all a dream For now I will only scream