Goodbye

I feel so weird. lost confused. it feels like a bad dream like I got punched really hard in the stomach.breathless.dizzy.nauseous..like I can just stare without thought reason or rhyme.feel like I'm trapped inside of a maze with spectators mocking my every move.like when I was a kid and my best friend moved all the way across the country.there was so much I wanted to tell you and the words are just vanishing without site..and when I look knowing you're not there I still see your big beautiful eyes staring into mine knowing when I tell you something that you fully listen and I always anticipate your response. and now it's all gone your arms around me just fall apart...everything inside me just falls apart and all I wanted was to be with you again just to hold you like a doll that's all I want...I was so happy that I finally met somebody that understands me and I to you...all that's left in me is a heart filled with joy, , captivated bliss,, unconditional love,, in moments of pure levity because inside me all of me I can only be very grateful and fortunate having you in my life in the joy you brought me the strength you gave me in the hope that pushed me towards achieving the goals that I had set forth.. you are so great and so wonderful..this time ahead of you that you say you have to work on yourself, you do just that because the world doesn't know what it has waiting for it~ the essence that is you

Copyright © Christian Alexander | Year Posted 2014

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