Goodbye

frail and afraid to be forgotten, i feel old and worn, too many times, iv had my mere being torn, forgive me if i will not reason, it feels as if everything is treason, i have lived a life of betrayal and mistrust, but trust is you, in us, i must, i am trying to fight my fears, lonely now, i free my tears, flowing strongly like never before, oh this pain, i cant bare much more not seeing you here, not feeling you near, reality has hit me like a train on the run, its like the weight of the world is on me, it weights a tonne, i want to be free of the constraints that hold me, but i am terrified, what if this couldnt be, wat if i cant relive myself of this ongoing pain? what if i have to go through it all over again? give me a hand to hold, show me how to be bold, when i felt the end was near, you tod me you were right here, i was so close i could taste freedom, i didnt know who i was or whre i was from, i just wanted it to end then and there, but you should me a way that i could bare, I was so close, i could hear peace calling me, it was there where i should be, but i turned away and said goodbye death, today is not my day.