Goodbye

I think of you and after a little while I find that I start to smile Because I know the only thing that separates us is all the miles I know deep in your heart and from the bottom of your soul you feel the same way for me as I do for you Question posed to me now is what am I going to do Well the only thing I can think of is to go back out there to you To show what I feel for you is pure, genuine and true Selfish on my part perhaps yes, but I have to so that I can somehow from all of this pull through I'm not doing this to make you upset or in anyway mad, nor to hurt her I'm not coming back out there for us to go back to our teenage years and what back then we were It's simply for me to somehow ease my pain, torture, and torment Even if the trip is a complete disaster and one to which I just might regret I have to do this because it's you and those moments together that we turned into sweet memories my mind won't let me forget They are constantly swirling inside my head Before I know it your laying next to me and holding me tightly in my bed Yes to each other more words need to be said This time not over the phone but face to face and contact needs to me made between your eyes and mine I think I've earned and deserve that right to have with you that time And then and only then after all is said and done You won't have to turn and feel like you should run And no don't worry in front of you I won't break down and cry But I will however, if you want, get up turn around and walk away, with every step I take letting you know that this is until we meet again sometime somewhere and these words are said within a sigh You will forever and always be in my heart and for now... ...Goodbye