Gone Goes the Time

Another anniversary and i post the same thing Of how you are missed and that my heart stings Yes this is TRUE and it somehow get easier day by day But you are never the same not in any sort of way Yes you smile and think of the past Yes people say "bereavement will pass" But when you open your eyes and close good night You can't help but think of you, wanting to hold you tight The guilt and what ifs will always flow It's something to hold onto you just can't let go Even though we did all we could It is the what ifs, shoulda, woulda, could. The days go by and your anniversary comes and goes I think of u now and if you need a hand to hold It's weird the way how life goes on, how dare it without here you do have up and down days and often shed a tear I find your strength and smile, this is the 6th year without you You will never ever be forgotten my mum believe me that is always true For now I lay beside you when I close my eyes at night Knowing you with me, I with you, my angel guiding light