Gone But Always Felt

I remember as I use to stare into your beautiful eyes, it always reminds me of all of the wonderful times we shared, only time will tell if life treated you fair; I wonder if there will ever be a time I'll see you again, or is this just the part of GODs will for me to stay sane, as your pain and suffering came to an end; When I look into the sky, I ask GOD why, he always decides to take the good ones lives, unexpectedly to early at times; I still feel your presence felt, please continue to keep me strong, as my mind tells me to do all wrong; Staying focused will help me understand, your only wish for me is to keep things simple daily the best I can; There is no doubt life and living for me is a must, you passed on your big heart and kind spirit through all of us, I believe GOD has a plan in which I can trust; Having positively touched many lives, your smile and caring soul survives; These intense emotions going from smiling and laughing to lonely cries, continues to motivate me to live an honest life no more lies; taking care and continuing to guide my children towards the path of success, giving them my all which is the best feeling of all, so they keep walking tall, also to have the strength to get up if they ever fall; We all love you that's a given knowing tomorrow is never promised, your goodnight sweetie kisses and gentle hugs will be missed; I know it was hard feeling lonely and lost towards your final days, once born only GOD knows when its time to go to Heaven which is the final phase, when I heard you had a smile on your face, I knew you seen the light and nature took its course to put you in a forever happy place; Mom I love you, miss you, and you already know, you brought so many people together trust me it shows, I will continue to keep my head up and let my smile glow, seeing is believing so here I am this is my life I am focused and ready to go, so bring on the next challenge Ill continue to grow, my future is bright with unlimited highs and no more dreadful lows; Knowing you are being able to watch from the Heavens above, you can protect and nurture flying high, covering the skies; Ill do the exact same just down on Earth, the same place you gave birth, thanks mom for always building me up and showing how much life is worth; motivation to spend as much time around the people I love and care for, Rest In Peace beautiful angel mother you deserve it forever more.