Gone

raw so raw feelings you resurrect how could you ever have that nerve the nerve to ever say you love me again haven't you done enough? you shattered my world at peace you cause storms that on my knees I fall and begin to weep I fall and begin to bleed you said: "I am your light" yet with your deeds you turned all to night I know dreams don't always come true Nor wishes don't always come true but... hear me out! things can be done when there is that interest there is that whole willingness there is that unceasing effort there is that selfless love there is that grace I am no hypocrite to tell I have been all that fine I can't tell nor close my eyes to mumble a big terrible lie rather what I will tell is for you to go away.. to stay far far far away... Leave me to deal Leave me to heal Leave me to feel Leave me on my heel so long are your sweet sweet words so long... so so so long... gone are the days when I am all starry eyed gone are the days when I quiver and offer my arms open wide gone are the days that I want to show all that's in me those are gone.. gone. gone. (c)Olive Eoisa 1:28am June 10, 2014