God, I Loved Her

I gave her everything I had and she took it and ran. I heard from her once I still think she loves me and will be back, But God, I still love her. Such a beauty With such affection Her eyes melted my heart But her tongue deceived me. Between desperate love and uncontrollable rage Hate overwhelmed me when she said I never loved you Urges of fury consumed me But God knows I loved her Angered, I told her to leave and she did And did not look back She hurt me, but she loved me This I know. That I will kill her This too I know But I know she loves me And you cannot convince me otherwise. After a while, blood curdled around her luscious lips I heard gurgles form words in her throat Repeating her last words she said, "I really never loved you." I must renew my search for another true love. But not before I send my sweetheart away In her warm overcoat of dirt I know I'm a good man. She made me do it, though I loved her For sure, God, I truly loved her with a kind of lunatic love that eats at your insides And drives you crazy? HAPPY HALLOWEEN. Y'ALL!