God and the Devil

I’m going to places I never would have gone before I’m doing things I never would have done before I’m not who I was I feel my idealistic morals trying to slip I don’t want to give in God, what do I do? I’m tired of falling further from you I want to look my future bride in the eyes and say “You are my first” but this path she has led me to and I for some reason have willingly taken is leaving my mind slowly breaking as God and the Devil my morals and my flesh my beliefs and my world are all clashing with one another