Giving In To the Gray

Overwhelmed with fear I whispered into the rain Disarming defenses, Giving in to the gray Tearing down all of my shelter within my hollowed decay While this echoing silence gave every tear drop a name They begin filling the voids with mundane hopes for a change Heaven will save me from this hell and blue skies will reign Lazily lay in green grass watching clouds drift away It's all but a deflated dream now that the colors have changed My thoughts have become restless noise of uncertainties rearranged Damning all of my emotions, lies decorated with grace Now I stand with a hardened heart in the sobering autumn rain I'm disarmed and defenseless, Giving in to the gray