Gap

The day 16th December 2019 a big gaping hole in my life God decided to call my mother to heaven Then everyday I wake and cry for your thoughts All I have are memories which is in a frame You are never part living in my heart And know that you are the loved one ever I am so tired of this empty feeling of being alone Hiding the hurt hiding the pain and tears Then it falls like a rain and saying am fine Days passed with endless struggle and sorrow Trying for a normal appearance At the end seems that the struggle always with me Cluttered mind and thinking hard to keep in touch What is happening around me and floating away A lonely place beyond the stars in the sky I realize you are my life and all that I need You cannot die and life never ends.