Game on

I really thought you had my best interest at heart. Now I see, you were just playing the part. Never thought all you saw was a game to try and beat. Never actually attempting to get to know me. All you needed to know was that I aim to please. And that I've searched my entire life to find a love I could keep. Convinced you were so true, I didn't catch that high horse seat. Because you were kneeling down on it so i could almost reach Swore it was prayers you wanted to teach. But you just wanted to get me down on my knees. Said you loved watching me while I sleep Because it was the only time i looked at peace- but it was more so just to be a creep I wasn't able to cry or scream From the violence in my dreams Flashbacks of what was done to me in my traumatic past, said you kinda wondered- But not enough to ask