Fussin', Cussin' and All That Nonsense

You see the past in me
I'm alive...I survived the disdainful rainfall
Don't be shy to ask for help
I arrive...undone and I must've lost it all...cuz I get no where in life at all 
Can't help, but frankly yelp 
I need support from readers
Even from younow viewers
YouTube wouldn't be better
Was writing an apology letter 

Sometimes, I wish I were you
You move so well to the beat
You speak words of wisdom too
You're a dream that I never had and you are so near my side...the moment here with you is so neat...
You're acting discreet on the phone 
I cheated death too many times
Restless...best off if I were on my own 
You overlooked me many times

Oh well...well...
I'm in my cell...
Isolated for life
Peace out, strife 
Live life without a care
Liberty is near, dear 
In return, I get a vacant stare
Hope is gone I fear

Your voice rings like my favorite song 
I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong
I'm a young person with an old mind
Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame...
Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same...
Bus...
I fuss...
I cuss...
Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense 
Reminded of the past again and again and again...
Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense 
Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been...
I fuss and cuss
We ain't on the same bus
Gravity pulls me down
I smile, then I frown
Fussin' 
Cussin' 

Keep pressing on 

Paper thin...where do I begin!?
Marked by sins...
My hope is from deep within 
Darkness wins...
Pinned down by weaknesses and strengths 
Experiencing fear and hope in all lengths 
I'm a bizarre guy and I won't deny that I'm blind
God knows I've tried to seek out His light and let the aura of time unwind 
Fixated on my freefalls...answer my calls
Standing tall, 
Breaking down for real like the Jericho walls
Through it all

Oh well...well...
I'm in my cell...
Isolated for life
Peace out, strife 
Live life without a care
Liberty is near, dear 
In return, I get a vacant stare
Hope is gone I fear

Your voice rings like my favorite song 
I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong
I'm a young person with an old mind
Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame...
Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same...
Bus...
I fuss...
I cuss...
Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense 
Reminded of the past again and again and again...
Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense 
Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been...
I fuss and cuss
We ain't on the same bus
Gravity pulls me down
I smile, then I frown
Fussin' 
Cussin' 

Keep moving on...

Your magic touch got me hypnotized 
Mmmmhmmm
Under your spell of heavens and hells
Mmmmhmmmm 
Making me feel like I belong...mesmerized...
Ooooooooh ahhh 
I memorized every single word you utter...melts in my brain like butter on bread...it rings a billion bells...

Oh well...well...
I'm in my cell...
Isolated for life
Peace out, strife 
Live life without a care
Liberty is near, dear 
In return, I get a vacant stare
Hope is gone I fear 

Your voice rings like my favorite song 
I yell and scream cuz I wanna belong
I'm a young person with an old mind
Naturally, left behind on the concrete of shame...
Cussing and fussing...because we're not on the same...
Bus...
I fuss...
I cuss...
Trust me...I sought repentance, but nothing makes sense 
Reminded of the past again and again and again...
Drenched in silent wars and feelin' awfully...tense 
Fenced in since the beginning of time...your auras shows me where you've been...
I fuss and cuss
We ain't on the same bus
Gravity pulls me down
I smile, then I frown
Fussin' 
Cussin' 

Keep trying your best from dusk to dawn...from dawn to dusk and welcome the sunlit son

Fill in my remaining gaps and muse about our elegant embraces 
Wrap around me...my angelic devil of faithful slyness 
I yearn for your kisses and your admirable abstract abysses 
Make love to me, happiness that gets rid of frustration sadness 
How can I convince you to stay?
What am I supposed to say...to make you not stray?
It's so easy to let you go and so hard to hold on to you 
Although, lovin' you isn't doing much harm...I was a green, but now I'm a blue...who knew...
I see my future in you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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