Frustrated

I'm so uffing frustrated It's late night n my pupils dilated Blood pressure sky rocket like I'm ovulating N life ain't wasting no time Like its obligated Catching me slipping on the sideline Right beside being patient On a ledge trying to hold on Just trying to say this But daily it seems like I'm not supposed to say nothing It's Vegas I understand the situation so I'm quietly changing Nah Let me take that back I'm just tryin to change this One perspective way of looking The only way I know that's how I made it This far n now I'm posted in the land of endless vacation I've traveled a lot But this plot that I got I'm just trying to stay in Too hardheaded to quit that's my problem No need in others sayin Of course it's not gonna be easy This ain't a game it's life ain't it Yeah I'm prideful I know Another thing in the process of work It's changing But everything ain't the same so Now I gotta flow with the game Love every headache Just want shyt to settle in Because I'm tired of me having my breath wasted N being patient Seems to be the only remedy So I guess at night I gotta pray harder That's what I see