From My Pain

He is so near Yet so far away The hurt is always here It's a pain that never goes astray Never seeing him or hearing his voice again is what I fear All my remembrance of him is what I can count on everyday It all makes me feel absolutely crazy, but yet I still hold it all so very dear Nothing could ever quite make my love for him fray When I look in the mirror a broken shattered woman is all that appears I know longer have any idea what to say About what I've been going through for so long My mind just keeps re-playing that same old sad and lonely song I don't know how to let him go He is buried so down deep into my soul It's a never ending hopelessness It's a window that never closes If only he could see me he would get all this is not in vain I loved him completely then, I love him now still the same My love at times for him does sometimes fall like rain Then I find myself screaming out his name I don't need fortune, I don't want fame Just his loving comforting arms to shelter me from my pain