Freedom

I’ve always thought dancing with a stranger in the rain seemed too far fetched
With my mind?
It sounds like a kidnapping 
Or a ploy to sell my organs 
Even a scheme to violate me
Because in reality I have to always be afraid 
I have to always be watchful
I have to be equipped with the body of Wonder Woman and the mind of Charles Xavier
Because I’m a woman I have to be triple of a man to be equal to a man.
I can’t be laid back because it’ll be a shame.
I can’t dilly dally as I like because I’ll be “untamable”.
I can’t own a fluent sexuality without being a whore. 
Like I wasn’t also with men who were such. 
I have to be defensive enough to not be called angry.
And not too agreeable so when the evil occurs they don’t say I didn’t do enough. 
Not that the abuser abused. But that the victim allowed for the victimization. 
That I probably wanted it. 
I probably caused it. 
People only want to see the extremes of my cause. 
The insignificant pieces of the whole. 
They want to have but not to hold. 
To control. To use. To fold. 
Isn’t it women after all?
So the only stranger I want to dance with is peace. 
I want to frolic in the rain with equity. 
Where I know I can truly dance. 
I can truly breathe.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Andresen Avatar
September 17, 2020 at 5:33 AM
- Welcome :) - Congratulations on a great 4th place in the contest, Divine :) - Have a lovely day :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Izeg Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 8:49 AM
So grateful. Thank you
Kelii Kekaula Avatar
September 16, 2020 at 10:04 PM
An interesting piece you have submitted for I truly enjoyed reading it, albeit, you would have placed higher had contest rules were followed, nonetheless, congrats on your honorable win, Aloha! William
Izeg Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 8:51 AM
Thank you. Lesson learned. I hope to become better
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August 30, 2020 at 11:11 AM
Great first post, welcome to the soup..
Izeg Avatar
September 18, 2020 at 8:50 AM
Thank you so much
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