Forgotten Past Returns

Forget All these pages each filled with words with emotions hidden how did I forget why do I keep turning each page Where is that little voice the one too warn me this hurts too much how could I have written these words how could I show these emotions one page to throw me in shock two years later and two years before My world thrown upside down all these simple words how much did I hide how much did I lose do I want it back can't I just leave it behind knowledge it comes to us all to late here is mine poured out across a screen can you see these words do you know the meaning