Forgot

If you text me at 9 am that morning, asking me if I slept well, id tell you no, and when you asked why, id tell you I had a bad dream, and when you asked what it was about, id tell you I forgot, but i never did, it kept me up all night, it was the thought of losing you, and that might sound crazy, but I can’t imagine one day with out knowing you, wether you weren’t dead, you had just forgotten about me, but that leaves me dead, the aching of my knees, having to live another day, knowing deep down I’ll never see your face, not anymore, and what hurts me the most, is I never told you before, how much I loved you, and how much you meant to me, and how much I want you to be here with me, like I’ve always wanted, but now that I’ve said it, that forgotten memory is now haunted, I don’t think I’d move on, and it wouldn’t be after long, I’d still wait for you, even though you don’t want me to, but you would never know, because I’d never let you go, wether I said it to you today, and if I was rejected, I’d still leave with a smile on my face, knowing that I’ve wrecked it, I always thought about leaving for good, but before I told you something you would want to know, or atleast should, I have never met a soul like yours, the brightest in the room, and I know that for sure, I’ve always loved you and ive showed you in ways you wanted me to, but I never told you straight to your face, because no matter what I say my heart still beats at a pace, I love you and I mean it this time, I always meant it before, but I’ve only said it in a rhyme, you mean the world to me, but I’m not your world, but I’d change for the better, to make you feel like you were in sunny weather, wether you want me or not, I’ll always want you, I’ll always want you, even after the dream, that I supposedly forgot,