Forgiveness

Green plaid, black vans. What I 
remember from that day. Fake 
smiles and crude jokes are 
what kept you occupied they 
say. You laughed. Not a care 
felt from you. Guilt maybe, but 
yet it was still a joke to you. 
Looked into my eyes and just 
fed me lies. I won't tell you, 
but just know. That day a little 
piece of me died.  A weight on 
my heart I wore every day. A 
weight I prayed would just go 
away. But today I write this, 
tears on my cheeks so long 
afterwards yet my heart still 
feels weak. I've asked for the 
patience, so that I may forgive. 
Forgive you for the pain that I 
felt so hard that day. I thought 
that was through. It was over 
with now, but a single thought 
brought back and I'm weeping 
softly as my head bows. I've 
prayed and wailed for peace 
within, but I cannot hope for 
peace if I have not truly 
forgiven him. In time this will 
pass and my heart will feel 
new. And on that day will the 
words be said "I've finally 
forgiven you".
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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January 28, 2014 at 7:51 PM
Aleise, forgiveness is good, and heals the heart... Love ~SKAT~
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