Forever Is Not Forever

Deaths are not scary, the sufferings of the loved ones are their efforts to breathe is, the pain of letting them go, the hurt and ache of living after them, and without them Deaths are not scary, those memories are, empty hands that can never feel their loved ones, eyes which are tired of imaging them, and those smell, Loneliness is scary, those awaiting eyes, unfelt touch, those which are left behind, is scary and you leave a crack, a hurt i don't know how to fill how to overcome how not to miss you when i still hear your voices i still see your face every time even there is stillness, silence around me darkness, and no light i don't know how to laugh without you my hands are down my heart feels no warmth i haven't listened my voice for days, they talked about "once" and now i know what they meant to ask someone to come back for once even you know they can't