Forever and Ever and Ever

I'm going crazy At 17 I am in love with this girl But some thoughts in my head making my mind in a whirl Making me wanna sit in a curl I don't know what to do when words like Forever and ever and ever and ever Are words being said By you And playing over and over in my head I'm going crazy Tryin not to let these words faze me But when you say you'd die if we broke up I don't know if I should lie Or make up Or break up I just wanna run Thoughts making me wanna lift a gun I'm going crazy These thoughts might just faze me I bought you two rings that you asked for Straight diamonds out the door When these words came out your mouth I almost fell to the floor Beause words like promise rings and wedding rings And my crazy feelings Are making me crazy I don't know whether to run Or hide with these feelings These thoughts These over emotional bleedings Are killing me Because girl your making me crazy Because I miss being single it's Less emotional And I don't know If I could hang with other girls anymore Or Do anything anymore Cause Forever is how long you'll be here for So which is it Walk out the door Or Keep doing what I've been doing every day before Because I can't keep going crazy It's just for the sake of me And honestly I'm sorry It's making me worry And the words your saying are realy amazing me But my mind is in a flurry making me worry and my mind is crazy I'm in a hurry I Don't know what i'd do without you but you got me questioning me And Who I wanna be And secretly I got these thoughts going through my head Making me go crazy I'm now letting myself be lazy And letting myself be mean But Intentionally Because honestly I'm not quite happy With me Not you It's not you that's worrying me But it's me that's worrying me But I don't know what id do without you so maybe it's more of a questioning of who or how'll I'll Blame you Cause it's going to come true It's just a matter of who will break up with who I just hope it's not me Breaking up with you