Forbidden Love

I can’t deny my feelings for you they are too deep
You are the first thought when I wake and last thought before I sleep
I know it’s wrong for me to feel this way and I am trying to hold back
I try to find something wrong with you but there is nothing that you lack
We can’t be together and there is no point to even try
But to say that I won’t take that risk would honesty be a lie
You can’t help who you fall in love with and I’m in love with you too
Although I want nothing more than to be with you that's something I can’t do
I want what I can’t have and you know this so please don’t call 
Because every time I hear your voice I can’t help but to want to give you my all
Each time you come around I try to avoid our connection that we both know is there
I avoid the sense of me feeling that I need to be with you but it’s too much to bare
I pray to God that I can let this thought go but he just pushes you near
Now I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place and I don’t want to be here
What would happen if I gave in and gave you a chance to be my boyfriend
Do you know some of my friendships and family members relations might end
Besides I don’t want to keep hiding and meeting up at our secret place
So I think it would be best to go our separate ways and give each other space
I have to realize you are my fantasy and I am your dream but we can never touch
And it’s very difficult because if we are away for a day we miss each other so much
The feelings that we have for each other gets stronger and deeper by the way we resist
Because the anticipation of when we take that leap of faith knowingly exists

Copyright © Karamel Princess | Year Posted 2018

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