For My First Love

For my first love, I wasn’t supposed to fall
But she fell fast and I fell hard


Before her I loved
Without knowing what loving someone could really mean
I loved, but never as hard as I loved my own autonomy


My first love put her pen to paper
Her words of love only made me want to escape her


But her sweet heart turned my scars into art,
The ones I had mended with gold
Despite being scared, how could I help
But to leave a crack in the door?


For my first love, I wasn’t supposed to fall
But she fell fast and I fell hard


For my first love, I wasn’t supposed to fall
And for the first time,
I didn’t care if love would leave me with scars


For my first love, I wasn’t supposed to fall
But I fell so hard I sometimes wonder,
If she even fell at all
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Agustin Avatar
May 25, 2023 at 3:22 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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