Fired Out, Fire At Will, Depression Kill

I am fed up of falling this failing fall no person has fallen this far before have fallen through the very floor can’t force further (crack) there’s more! How much farther can I take? rather damaged worn down straight, dumbstruck as to what I gravitate, numb touch powerless to heavy weight. Bang! whoosh the fall stops, flying now in control at pace, and I can’t even see the top, but am getting out this horrid place! acquired harsh scars my skin carved mentally emotionally starved my on fire heart alike matter in stars I matter shine light solar shooting shredding but never over hell bound to ground moves ever closer then I rip out my own orbit ferocious Confusion seeds both depression and gravity, fresh understanding brings me clarity, Ima mine resource fuel this mission out of me making hard work and success a familiarity. until finished forgetting head drops and spaced expressions, saving face, those glorious days long forgot, reinvent so no longer hard to trace. If tired and I cannot concentrate, I’ll pace rest and accumulate strength snowballing non to waste desire for progress and then I’ll race! I was raised with a warrior core, I’ll fight to fly, glide and endure, negative energy in procedures to positive power of believers! undoubtedly kick the doubt out of me no being down and drowsy drawing in air a surrounding sea repeatedly thrust arms kick feet I'm minced meat sharks can't eat sick of the dark so light I seek majestic hunger never weak crowning the monarchy my throne my seat been battered bruised not beaten how have I lost I’m still breathing? claw all above til down beneath steal my life back from the thief! Cus if you breathe it be it, then you'd better believe it, you can breed it bleed it, forever your being! always believe, always being, the being, you're being, make being believing. Thought I was defeated oh please, looks deceive Onslaught Now I’m back up victory is believed, destiny. I'll be what I set out to be