Fired Out, Fire At Will, Depression Kill
I am fed up of falling this failing fall
no person has fallen this far before
have fallen through the very floor
can’t force further (crack) there’s more!
How much farther can I take?
rather damaged worn down straight,
dumbstruck as to what I gravitate,
numb touch powerless to heavy weight.
Bang! whoosh the fall stops,
flying now in control at pace,
and I can’t even see the top,
but am getting out this horrid place!
acquired harsh scars my skin carved
mentally emotionally starved
my on fire heart
alike matter in stars
I matter shine light solar
shooting shredding but never over
hell bound to ground moves ever closer
then I rip out my own orbit ferocious
Confusion seeds both depression and gravity,
fresh understanding brings me clarity,
Ima mine resource fuel this mission out of me
making hard work and success a familiarity.
until finished forgetting head drops
and spaced expressions, saving face,
those glorious days long forgot,
reinvent so no longer hard to trace.
If tired and I cannot concentrate,
I’ll pace rest and accumulate
strength snowballing non to waste
desire for progress and then I’ll race!
I was raised with a warrior core,
I’ll fight to fly, glide and endure,
negative energy in procedures
to positive power of believers!
undoubtedly kick the doubt out of me
no being down and drowsy
drawing in air a surrounding sea
repeatedly thrust arms kick feet
I'm minced meat sharks can't eat
sick of the dark so light I seek
majestic hunger never weak
crowning the monarchy
my throne my seat
been battered bruised not beaten
how have I lost I’m still breathing?
claw all above til down beneath
steal my life back from the thief!
Cus if you breathe it be it,
then you'd better believe it,
you can breed it bleed it,
forever your being!
always believe,
always being,
the being,
you're being,
make being believing.
Thought I was defeated
oh please, looks deceive
Onslaught Now I’m back up
victory is believed, destiny.
I'll be what I set out to be
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