Finding the Way Back

the blue jays waited 
on the camp bench this afternoon
for you to feed them,

you ignoring me
cost them too,
they wept all day through.

we came to Yosemite 
for you
to find resolution
was it in an alleyway 
	or the Blue Onyx Bar?
did the sun, while feasting 
	on your skin
devour the last of us as well?

this moveable target
blazing the whiskey sky,
seduced my loneliness
following me 
	to Jack London Square

taunting me of you
	As well…

my hair is singed 
	from lying in your sun
i am tired of lying next to you
engineering the corpses tan,
i am far better 
	a pale man

this world of your unknown
strangers smile
approving glance
a night remembered twice to come,
sending you to the other side of the bed;
	whatever keeps you there

time finding ways to expand
diluting my reflection
make me more
leaving with less
fortifying with a smile
this journey back 
is longer than 
	the forward run
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Goff Avatar
March 11, 2009 at 2:44 PM
the blue jays wept all day, the first poem of yours I've read, very nice, thanks, Jim
Devonshire Avatar
February 14, 2009 at 12:19 PM
Jason, I felt like I shared your experiences in this poem. That's the sign of a great artist! Keep up the great work, Carolyn
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