Final Prayer

"Lord" I did my time on earth I protected this life of yours So many times I wanted to end it But I never broke your laws You have never forsaken me So I hold on and kept my faith And even when you know I was sinner You still never differentiate When she shattered my heart I pray to you to ease my pain And you kept me breathing When you know I couldn't live again "Please lord" if I did any good deeds Please answer my final prayer And please put me out of my misery Please don’t ask me to live with out her I can’t explain it lord, I really can’t But I love her more than I love my life And it hurts so much when I miss her I’m dying just trying to survive Just take me home lord Please have mercy on my soul I am nothing without her And I’m so lonely in the world And my mind is losing control And I can’t hold back my emotion And my tears keeps flowing Like a river to the ocean I keep hearing her voice in my head And it’s driving my crazy Because she is talking But she is not talking to me She is somewhere far And standing I’m right here I prayer to you and I cried Now I think that you just don’t care And I give faith every chance And I kept my blood warm I put my head down Grind my teeth and Face the storm While the bleeding in my heart Keeps over flowing like a well God please close my eyes And my life has become a living hell I did my deeds " lord Now please take me home I can’t live without her And just don’t want to live alone She is the only woman That will ever enter my heart And the hurting is unbearable When we are so far apart So I don’t even want to try There is no use to Please reach out your hands "lord And take me home to you This is my final prayer I accept my faith But" lord" please guide her to heaven And just drop my off by hell’s gate